something which cannot be expressed in words
09 June 2015 @ 11:49 am
FRIENDS ONLY  
Here just for the fic? Please go to: [info]fiesty_writes

I'm not looking for any new friends right now. Sorry. :(

 
 
: lazy
: Open Your Eyes - Fightstar
 
 
something which cannot be expressed in words
13 June 2008 @ 07:15 pm
i'm trying to sell some DVD's...  
It's all Anime/Japanese that I no longer have a desire to keep around...



Wolf's Rain )


Knight Hunters aka Weiss Kreuz & Samurai Champloo )


Moon Child Special Edition DVD - starring Gackt & Hyde )

 
 
: sleepy
: Iron Man OST
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
10 June 2008 @ 03:05 pm
Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle  
 
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Jensen Ackles.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Germany in our fabulous Apartment.  
  We will have 5 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a Red Mercedes C-Class.
  I will spend my days as a Artist, and live happily ever after.  
 
whats your future
 
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
13 March 2008 @ 11:09 am
One last time, I promise!  
If you're on my list just for the fic, please go to [info]fiesty_writes and delete this journal.

If you want to stay on this journal to read my posts or whatever, then comment here and I'll add you to my list. Otherwise, I won't know...

Why am I doing this?? There are a bunch of people on my list that are just there 'lurking' and either you're here for the fic or for some other reason that kinda irks me. Let me know know why. I'm all for getting to know other people, but please don't just lurk. Mmmkay? ;)

Thanks!!

EDIT: I didn't make this post in regards to people who don't comment b/c I sure as hell know I'm guilty of not commenting as much either. So please don't think that I'm getting on anyone's case about that, okay? :) I meant it towards the ones that added me to their list without ever saying, "Hey, I added you...blah blah." Hope that makes sense.
 
 
: hungry
: Sunday Morning - Kirsty Hawkshaw
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
08 February 2008 @ 07:09 pm
Spending the Holidays 5/5, R, Jared/Jensen, RPS AU COMPLETE  
STORY IS COMPLETE

Title: Spending the Holidays… In Handcuffs
Pairings: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Danneel (implied)
Characters: Jensen, Jared, Danneel
Rating: R
Warnings: AU, Language, M/M relationship, some violence
Disclaimer: In no way am I trying to offend the real people depicted in this story. This is just for fun. No harm… no foul.
Summary: On his way home, Jensen unexpectedly finds himself in the wrong place at the wrong time. Or did he? Held captive in a remote cabin, secrets and feelings soon begin to unfold that Jensen never fathomed he would discover.

Previous Chapters: Intro | One | Two | Three | Four

Chapter Five: See You on the Other Side )
 
 
: hopeful
: Perception Twin - The Butterfly Effect
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
23 January 2008 @ 06:50 pm
Spending the Holidays 4/5, R, Jared/Jensen, RPS AU  
( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )
 
 
: sore
: Crucify - Tori Amos
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
09 January 2008 @ 06:04 pm
Spending the Holidays 4/? R, Jared/Jensen, AU  
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
 
 
: relaxed
: Now That My Love is Gone - Steve Carlson
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
27 December 2007 @ 09:59 pm
Spending the Holidays 3/? R, Jared/Jensen, AU  
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
 
 
: tired
: 1.618 - BT
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
19 December 2007 @ 06:52 pm
Spending the Holidays...In Handcuffs 2/? R, Jared/Jensen, AU  
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
 
 
: cold
: Media Circus - Gone Baby Gone OST
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
13 December 2007 @ 05:56 pm
Spending the Holidays… In Handcuffs – R – Jared/Jensen – RPS AU  
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
 
 
: excited
: Silver Sands - Jens Gad
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
02 December 2007 @ 08:32 pm
Deviant Ways 15/15 -- J2 AU RPS -- COMPLETE  
( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )
 
 
: nervous
: All That Makes Us Human Continues - BT
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
29 November 2007 @ 10:44 pm
Deviant Ways 14/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended.

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Music Mix

Chapter Fourteen: Pulled from the Wreckage )
 
 
: sleepy
: Claire's Rescue -- Deja Vu OST
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
14 November 2007 @ 08:08 pm
Deviant Ways 13/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended.

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Header Image

It was a shame that he would have to extinguish that flame for good. )
 
 
: groggy
: Surveillance - Noise Unit
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
31 October 2007 @ 02:16 pm
Deviant Ways 12/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended.

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Header

“Tell me, Padalecki… why should I keep you on this force? Give me one good reason.” )
 
 
: excited
: Tetonic Shift - Delerium
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
22 October 2007 @ 11:51 am
Deviant Ways 11/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended.

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters & Header Image

That was it. No closure. No reassurance; nothing but a cold request and a shove out an imaginary door. )
 
 
: sore
: All That Makes Us Human Continues - BT
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
06 October 2007 @ 05:48 pm
Deviant Ways 10/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended. Wait… do they have a copyright? Maybe it’s on their butts. O.o

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous chapters, header image and music mix

A cold, wet nose touched his arm, nudging him as one of them tried to console. He whimpered and brought his legs close to his chest, and planted his forehead on his bent knees. The girls remained, settling down next to him and keeping a vigilant watch as he struggled to repress his fear. )
 
 
: accomplished
: Nara - T.S. Posthumus
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
22 September 2007 @ 03:08 pm
Deviant Ways 9/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended. Wait… do they have a copyright? Maybe it’s on their butts. O.o

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Header Image

The question surprised Jared and he froze halfway off the seat, swiveling his head at a lazy crawl to look at Jensen. Eyes wide and unblinking, he opened his mouth then closed it before he sat back down. He cleared his throat and answered, “Yeah… okay.” )
 
 
: sleepy
: Aya snorning
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
12 September 2007 @ 07:15 pm
Deviant Ways 8/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended. Wait… do they have a copyright? Maybe it’s on their butts. O.o

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Header Image

One minute he had been standing and then the next he was on the floor, legs spread out in front of him and Jared hovering; hands moving across his forehead, through his hair and uttering more apologies. )

Check out the downloads here for the music I listen to as well as inspires me while writing this fic. A lot of the titles are self explanatory. ;) Enjoy!
 
 
: headache
: White Rabbit (remix) - Collide
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
05 September 2007 @ 08:05 pm
Deviant Ways 7/15 -- J2 AU RPS  
Title: Deviant Ways
Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: Jared and Jensen obviously own themselves, because well… if I did? Yeah… need I say more? I own the rights to the storyline itself and the original characters. Everything else is just for entertainment purposes and no copyright infringement intended. Wait… do they have a copyright? Maybe it’s on their butts. O.o

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Previous Chapters and Header Image

He owned a single-family home, alone. Had a manicured lawn and kept the inside stylish and clean as a whistle. No one would have suspected that their neighbor or coworker was a serial killer. )


Thanks to my lovely friend and beta [info]maiafay for looking it over and reassuring me I still had a knack for slash. LOL!
 
 
: tired
: Blueshift - Jens Gad
 
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something which cannot be expressed in words
29 August 2007 @ 09:42 am
Deviant Ways -- J2 AU RPS Fic -- Main Chapter Directory  
STORY IS COMPLETE

Characters: Jensen, Jared, OCs
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R to NC-17
Genre: AU, RPS, Horror, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Prepare yourself… Intense violence, gore, torture, psychological distress, tense scenes/situations, language, M/M relationship, and also sex. No lollipops, candy canes or fluffy white bunnies in this story. Very dark, but I do promise there is a good ending. One must first sink to the lowest pit before gaining leverage to the top.
Disclaimer: This is fiction. Nothing herein is real, nor do I claim that Jared and Jensen are actually in a relationship together. This is written for entertainment purposes only, and I don't mean to offend any real person named. Everything else belongs to me, however.

Summary: In the city of Little Rock, a murder case arises like no other. Homicide detectives Jared Padalecki and Eve Mitchell are on the job, determined as ever to find the killer that eludes them every time. Each murder follows a specific, gruesome pattern, and they are the most shocking and violent the city has ever witnessed. The killer is arrogant and showcases it all like a demented game he knows he can win. However, it was never intended for one of the victims to escape.

Header image under the cut )

Chapter Index:

Intro: Butterfly Caught | One: Majestic Domestic | Two: Fragments of Fear | Three: Another Day, Another Dollar | Four: Don't Die Wondering | Five: Confused Images | Six: Nightmare | Seven: Dazzle Me | Eight: Sensorium | Nine: I Am the Hunter and the Prey | Ten: Life Has the Face of a Morbid Game | Eleven: Lost Like Tears in Rain | Twelve: No Escape, No Mercy, No More | Thirteen: Addiction's End | Fourteen: Pulled from the Wreckage | Epilogue: Say Goodbye to the World You Live In


Music Mix )
 
 
: blah
: In Other Worlds - Azam Ali
 
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